I can't describe the last many many months, perhaps nearly two years. I've been in a foreign prison for part of it. Luckily it was one for the wealthy. There was a misunderstanding as to the death of one of my associates and I was blamed for it. Without disclosing information on an ongoing civil suit I can say that I'm back in Canada. I've just got back from attending a local food festival with some obligatory friends who I haven't seen in a long time. I sometimes wonder why I associate myself with normal people.

Perhaps because I sometimes get lost in this artificial world that very few people live within. Drowning a coworker at the bottom of the ocean (see Leviathan, it wasn't me), creating life from salt water and a classified substance, creating intelligence from previously discussed fluid. I sometimes think my life would make the best movie ever -- and then I realize that this is all I can do to prevent myself from freezing my self to wake up in a more exciting future. Life is such a snore. Day in and day out we live our lives to please other people (or in some cases God) or advance our own meaningless agendas. No one cares, especially not God.

Sentience was not meant to exist. There is life in this universe, and it's everywhere!!! Why doesn't the rest of the world know this? Why is it only the "privileged"? But there is no other sentience. We will cause the ruin of the universe (at the same time as our planet) because we don't do things small. I've run the numbers, I've seen the data. Geniuses have reported this to governments who have turned a blind eye, and I've been there for it... If there was another sentience in the universe they would be intelligent enough to destroy us for the greater good of the universe itself -- and unfortunately I agree with them.